arrghhh... Problem Never Ends
i've written 3 paragraphs but my firefox crashed and I had to restart my firefox and rewrite this blog T____T
In short, just when I thought that I've escaped from my problem in my lab by changing my research topic, my associate professor restrained me by telling me that I couldn't change my research topic until after midterm presentation. What the ...., isn't it better to change it as soon as possible?
I could only think of one reason why my associate professor forbid me changing my research topic, that is I'm the only one who showed a good progress in my group (me, a 4th year undergraduate student, and another 1st year master student who don't know anything about programming and image processing) .
If I think about what I've done for this research, it is such a waste to leave this topic. But, if I think how much distressed I've felt all this time because of this research, i.e. the feeling of being used:
-I'm the one who do the programming & got a result, other person who presentated it and got the advantage;
-My source code has been copied by the other 2 persons in the group;
-I've been accepted for a 30 minutes oral presentation in an international conference in Portugal, but I was forbid to presentate it by my associate prof, because the company that provided us the pictures for our research data wants to get a patent. What the h*ll, who's doing the research anyway? And I don't recall accepting any facility for the research, I'm using my own laptop and this laptop is from the company where I worked for 6 month in my hometown by the way! Also, the associate prof told me I can't presentate it until the company get the patent. When it will be? Wouldn't I have to presentate it for the midterm presentation. I think this is just an excuse after all..;
I think I have to move on... change my topic, go away from the group. But... now, I'm not sure what to do. This means I have to work on 2 topics to survive... hhh....
In short, just when I thought that I've escaped from my problem in my lab by changing my research topic, my associate professor restrained me by telling me that I couldn't change my research topic until after midterm presentation. What the ...., isn't it better to change it as soon as possible?
I could only think of one reason why my associate professor forbid me changing my research topic, that is I'm the only one who showed a good progress in my group (me, a 4th year undergraduate student, and another 1st year master student who don't know anything about programming and image processing) .
If I think about what I've done for this research, it is such a waste to leave this topic. But, if I think how much distressed I've felt all this time because of this research, i.e. the feeling of being used:
-I'm the one who do the programming & got a result, other person who presentated it and got the advantage;
-My source code has been copied by the other 2 persons in the group;
-I've been accepted for a 30 minutes oral presentation in an international conference in Portugal, but I was forbid to presentate it by my associate prof, because the company that provided us the pictures for our research data wants to get a patent. What the h*ll, who's doing the research anyway? And I don't recall accepting any facility for the research, I'm using my own laptop and this laptop is from the company where I worked for 6 month in my hometown by the way! Also, the associate prof told me I can't presentate it until the company get the patent. When it will be? Wouldn't I have to presentate it for the midterm presentation. I think this is just an excuse after all..;
I think I have to move on... change my topic, go away from the group. But... now, I'm not sure what to do. This means I have to work on 2 topics to survive... hhh....
posted by studeep at 7:58 AM
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