the reason

After talking to one of my friends, now I understand why I chose to go to work instead of continue my study. The main reason is because I do like programming. The other reason is something that I found out just now, that I'm not proud of my research, that I feel that I only follow someone else idea, it's not my real idea. That's why I don't feel any fullfillment, or any satisfaction, because it's not my own idea. And also, actually I don't really agree about the method that I used now (this method is proposed by other person). I think the method is not really effective, there is something missing in the method. But I don't think I can argue about this with the other person because this method is something that is proposed by my prof. Urgh.. should change my characteristic.. I'm so not into arguing, that's why I need to be braver, to have the courage to question the method.