the reason

After talking to one of my friends, now I understand why I chose to go to work instead of continue my study. The main reason is because I do like programming. The other reason is something that I found out just now, that I'm not proud of my research, that I feel that I only follow someone else idea, it's not my real idea. That's why I don't feel any fullfillment, or any satisfaction, because it's not my own idea. And also, actually I don't really agree about the method that I used now (this method is proposed by other person). I think the method is not really effective, there is something missing in the method. But I don't think I can argue about this with the other person because this method is something that is proposed by my prof. Urgh.. should change my characteristic.. I'm so not into arguing, that's why I need to be braver, to have the courage to question the method.

sooo lazy...

still have to prepare power point slides, and write documentation of my subVIs... but I feel so lazy..
I want my vacation... I've submitted the revised version of my grad thesis, so why the heck do I have to go to the lab to teach my research successor. and why the heck do I have to continue working on my subVIs?? I envy my classmates, after submitting the grad thesis, they can have their vacation, they can relax, or at least one of my classmate can move out to nagoya (coz she will work in nagoya on April). I know that documentation is really important, but the other students don't have to write a documentation for their source codes. sooo lazyyy...

to do list

for tomorrow:
+ go to grads school office (before 10 AM)
+ wait for Kuroneko Delivery (airplane ticket)
+ eat sushi with Ishikura-sensei & his wife (lunch)
+ prepare material for teaching indonesian (the last day of my part-time job)
+ write a short paragraph about ... (I forget) and send it to the representative of the new employee
+ write documentation of subVIs

is not as smooth as I thought

again... something came up, and I can't think wisely anymore. bah... my sis told me that my situation is that I'm in a turning point.. facing two separate road and i don't know what is in the end of each road... everything so blurry

snowboard

Last weekend, I went to Urasa (Niigata perfecture) for snowboarding. My sister invited me to stay in her dormitory and join IUJ Ski Day. It was my second time playing snowboard, but I fell so many times... and I feel pain on almost every part of my body (especially neck, shoulders, hands and legs). I had free lesson (snowboard lesson). The instructors taught us how to fall safely, and the importance of streching before snowboarding. Then they taught us how to slide using only one foot tied on the board, how to stop and how to turn. Then we take the ski lift to go to the top. Once we were on top, the instructors taught us how to slide zigzag and how to slide backward and how to turn right. It was a good lesson.

My sister's room in her dorm is really nice. I like the bed, so comfortable :D it's been so long I didn't sleep on a bed (usually I sleep on a futon, which is just like a mattress put on the floor). I hope next week I can go there again and celebrate chinese new year with my sister & her friends.