probably I'm a lucky person

today, I just found out one thing that made my smile return to its place, my face :D
The thing is that even if I have problem and all depressing things in my life, but probably I'm a lucky person. How could that be possible? well.. coz everytime I have problem, I have distraction, the things that made me not gonna kill myself :P. Like now, eventhough I have problem in my lab, but, everytime I go home and log in my computer and then open utopia website, or read utopia's irc, they entertain me, give my smile back.. coz I know life is not that boring.
Or like 3 years ago, when I found out that I had to be operated because of tumor, I had my friends around me who gave me strength, and also sake :D

As a *lucky guy* :P I would like to quote that problem is something that will always be in life but there's always something else that will cheer us up.

bah, am I paranoid?

yesterday morning, I ignored a knock on my door intentionally (didn't open or even checked who was knocking my door), just because I was afraid if it was the newspaper salesman :S
am I paranoid after all?
Then I found out that it was the postman with my package (books) from amazon.com.... I had to call the post office to get my books redelivered.

anywayz, gotta finish my homeworks..
-currently sipping my hot ginger tea... ouch, I burnt my tounge ^^;

oblivious to throw away my garbage & to peek on the door peephole

again, I forgot to throw away my garbage. Since I moved to my new apartment (btw we can only stay in the dorm for 1 year), there are two things that make me feel uneasy. The first thing is about garbage collection in my area. In the area around my apartment, we can waste burnable garbage on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday; unburnable garbage only on the second Monday of the month; recycleable garbage (pet bottles, cans and bins) on Sunday. In the dorm, even though we were told to waste our garbage on specific days, the rule is not so strict, we could still waste recycleable garbage everyday. Today, I've just found my neighbor's garbage returned, attached right on her mail box. So I thought, hey, how did they know that it's my neighbor's garbage (we throw our garbage not in front of our building, but in the garbage collection area, 2 buildings away from our building). Then, I looked closer to a ripped paper attached on top of the trash bag.. it was a paper ripped from an envelope with an address written on it. omg... I should be careful about this -.-
oh well.. anyway, my neighbor is for the blame, she put pet bottle in the same trash bag with burnable garbage.

The second thing that make me feel insecure here is because my room is in the first floor.. and unlike the dorm where there are gates and door with password for the entrance, here.. anybody can knock on my door. Today, someone knocked on my door at 10 pm.. I wonder who was it, I thought it was my friend.. but then when I opened the door, I faced with a completely unknown guy.. and later on, I found out that he is a newspaper salesman.. grrr... He kept talking and talking until I promised him that *may be* I will subscribe the newspaper for three months... It was so damn cold near the door (it's 2 degree-celcius here at night), I didn't wear my jacket and my feet were without socks.. and I just wanted to send him away. grrr.. next time I'll peek on the door peephole.

skype!!

Now that I have skype installed in my computer, I can call my sister's computer for free :D well, it's not really for free, I still have to pay for my internet access (So-net ADSL), but the pricing is firm-fixed per month, so it doesn't matter how many hours I want to spend. In addition, video calling is also provided in skype. My friend recommended skype for video calling because the quality is better than yahoo messenger. In fact, skype is one of the tools for him to date with his girlfriend everyday (till now probably more than 200 dates using skype), so I better believe his words :D

There was only one problem.. I've just received a call from unknown guy, I didn't pick up the call. So now, I've set my privacy option not to allow calls from unknown guy :)

PS: to artha, if you read my blog, send me your skype account, i'll add you to my list ;)